Post by silverfang218 on Mar 14, 2018 4:52:20 GMT
Starlingpaw had been thinking for a very long time. It was a decision she had to make before it was too late, before she was stuck forever. It was a hard decision to make; Starling wasn’t stupid, and she had an idea of how hard life would be if she did what she planned. Even so, it was a risk she felt she had to take. This was a journey she had to make, for herself and no one else.
Yet she didn’t want to cut ties entirely. It… she couldn’t bring herself to turn her back entirely on her family. She had to tell someone, so who did she trust the most? Scorchpaw, of course. Scorchpaw could be a bit strange, but she trusted her brother more than anyone. He wouldn’t dare tell Owlstar or Rainfur. So as she had been walking to get freshkill she had beckoned Scorchpaw to her side and very, very quietly whispered in his ear (or where she thought his ear was anyways, since it’s a little tough to tell with his fluff) so that no one else could hear, “Meet me at the thundertrail in the middle of the woods in three days. Don’t tell anyone.” She had brushed by him after that, a knowing smile directed towards him. She had brushed against Shadowgaze too before she left to go ‘hunting’, told him not to worry though he had given her a confused look. And lastly she had found Rainfur; she had brushed against his side and told him she loved him so much. Then she left on what was supposed to be a hunting trip. She had never returned.
That was three days ago and now she sits on the thundertrail waiting for Scorchpaw’s arrival. Her ears are perked, listening for the sound of a monster on the trail or pawsteps. Her nose is on alert; she can’t be discovered by any cat but Scorch, and she’s all too eager to see her brother again. Three days without her siblings or parents has driven her to need companionship, yet not enough for her to go back. Clan life wasn’t for her, Starling had realized. The rules and expectations grated against Starling’s more free, independent nature, and Starling knows that if she goes back she’ll regret it for the rest of her life. She is more slender than before, as freshkill is all the more precious when you have to catch it yourself, but she looks much happier. Even with the bit of loneliness, even with a bit of hunger, even though she’s only been doing this for a couple days… she’s found where she belongs.
Finally her nose detects a hint of her brother’s scent. A grin crosses her face and she hops forward off the thundertrail to greet him. She figures him and the rest of her family have been worried sick, and she wants Scorch at least to know that she’s alright. “I’m over here, Scorchpaw.” She says quietly, hoping that it’s loud enough for him to hear while she glances around to make sure they are alone here.
Yet she didn’t want to cut ties entirely. It… she couldn’t bring herself to turn her back entirely on her family. She had to tell someone, so who did she trust the most? Scorchpaw, of course. Scorchpaw could be a bit strange, but she trusted her brother more than anyone. He wouldn’t dare tell Owlstar or Rainfur. So as she had been walking to get freshkill she had beckoned Scorchpaw to her side and very, very quietly whispered in his ear (or where she thought his ear was anyways, since it’s a little tough to tell with his fluff) so that no one else could hear, “Meet me at the thundertrail in the middle of the woods in three days. Don’t tell anyone.” She had brushed by him after that, a knowing smile directed towards him. She had brushed against Shadowgaze too before she left to go ‘hunting’, told him not to worry though he had given her a confused look. And lastly she had found Rainfur; she had brushed against his side and told him she loved him so much. Then she left on what was supposed to be a hunting trip. She had never returned.
That was three days ago and now she sits on the thundertrail waiting for Scorchpaw’s arrival. Her ears are perked, listening for the sound of a monster on the trail or pawsteps. Her nose is on alert; she can’t be discovered by any cat but Scorch, and she’s all too eager to see her brother again. Three days without her siblings or parents has driven her to need companionship, yet not enough for her to go back. Clan life wasn’t for her, Starling had realized. The rules and expectations grated against Starling’s more free, independent nature, and Starling knows that if she goes back she’ll regret it for the rest of her life. She is more slender than before, as freshkill is all the more precious when you have to catch it yourself, but she looks much happier. Even with the bit of loneliness, even with a bit of hunger, even though she’s only been doing this for a couple days… she’s found where she belongs.
Finally her nose detects a hint of her brother’s scent. A grin crosses her face and she hops forward off the thundertrail to greet him. She figures him and the rest of her family have been worried sick, and she wants Scorch at least to know that she’s alright. “I’m over here, Scorchpaw.” She says quietly, hoping that it’s loud enough for him to hear while she glances around to make sure they are alone here.